It was your fault too :(

Bhaiya, these days when I think about you, I feel angry at you. In my mind when I talk to you, I imagine shouting at you, hitting you. You have no idea how much pain you have caused. I met your parents a few months ago. They cried. Their wound is still fresh.

I feel guilty that perhaps I didn't remonstrate with you enough, perhaps I should have tried harder. But as I meet people like you ( you know what I mean), I realize that perhaps it would have been useless. They don't listen. In their minds, they are the height of cool. Your own gf tried to make you stop and failed.

But you know it very well now bhaiya, you were not 'cool'. You were irresponsible, selfish. You ditched your parents, your brother, your friends and your gf. I won't mention me because I anyways can't have been a high priority for you. I was just a rakhi sis. Who cares about those anyways.

It was your fault too....you irresponsible jackass!!